S.I.N.G.L.E

Yes... I said it. The "S" word... Single.
So how many of you are single out there... what you're single too? Not? Well... uhhm... if you are... maybe you and I could... NOT!!!!!
Seriously! I've been single for a while now. At first I was like "OMG! I HATE IT!" I need someone in my life... sigh. After like two almost-flings in a space of what, three months, and lots of crying on a friend's virtual shoulder, I kinda got over it. Don't ask me how you get an almost fling; I happen to be the only idiot out there that can mange that...

I've realised it's quite easy to fall for someone really. It's TOO easy. And that's how it all started with the two almosts. You spend time with someone. You get to like their personalities, their quirks, then BAM! Like a gale force wind, it hits you... and you're like... hey? I could actually have a romantic relationship with this person then -
And that's where the ranting stops. Cause all's fair in love and war right? And besides, this is not supposed to be a soppy post about how sad and lonely I am and crave some female attention... Cause I'm not [sad and lonely that is...].
I've also realised that I often mistake the boundaries between a really good friendship and a potential relationship... Which often screws up everything. But you win some some and you learn some I guess.

Then, all of a sudden you start liking the silence; the solitude; the space; yourself and start thinking, "I could definitely get used to this".
I've learnt to entertain myself. To be my own company... Trust me, it's not as easy as it sounds. Cause often the most painful truths are the truths you never want to admit to yourself. But then when you're suddenly alone, you have nothing but your thoughts and your demons to occupy you.
You learn not to need anyone to validate you. You start tapping into your own power and your own strength... Welcome to a whole new world.



So to all the single women out there, my number is...